you littered my life with breadcrumbs of you knowing i'd take every step that led me closer to the edge where you stood
and i didn’t walk, darling, i ran toward those baby blues
and perhaps you underestimated my ability to sprint and perhaps i underestimated your ability to dodge and perhaps we underestimated the height of that cliff and the depth of that fall
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you watched and i felt as my bleeding heart broke down there at the bottom, looking at you up there perfectly intact on your pedestal, feeling further from you than i had ever before … distance is the result of the fall distance is the price you pay for leading me to you distance is the price i pay for getting too close distance is the price we pay for playing with love
i'm learning to stand again
but it's going to be a while before i'm capable of convincing my heart, mind, and legs to get close to you again