Counting steps, watching you fly I can’t catch your wind It’s gone in a deep billowing sigh Seeing your wide smile, but I am thick skinned So, your scattering insults will bounce away Into the dark halo around you Did I really want you to stay? Go, leave these happy days, so very few I won’t be sad, no tears will wet my cheek I can breathe deep again, I can take a breath I can become the strong, leave the meek Rise up from this suffocating death So, fly away, find another path, Leave Without a glance behind, I won’t be there Waving in sorrow, I will not grieve For now, suddenly my dancing has flare And I can laugh out loud, sing off key Find friends that you pushed away For they saw, what I now can see Me. Without you. This is my first day