It’s raining...
It’s pitter patter made me think about you...
I only wanted one thing from you...
And you gave it to me happily...
Even though it broke your heart...

You know I will never be yours...
And yet you did it...
And I accepted it without any regret..

I still remember the day...
It was raining...
Everyone has already left...
You were alone in your dorm...
You could have left...
But you stayed for me...
To give me my present...

I didn’t know that I was being selfish..
But once I want to be selfish...
To took one thing I haven’t lost yet...
My first kiss...

I came to you to get my present...
I was not afraid of being alone with you...
Because you were always a gentlemen....
I remember your strong arms around me...
When you hugged me...
I had to stand in my toes to kiss you..
And you hold me tightly...
And that little peck in my lips...
It was not deep but a kiss...
Which hold different things for both...
Your selfless love towards me..
And mine to have something I want to give to someone I trusted...
Not some thing snatched from me...
Like my innocence...

I was afraid to fall in love...
Because I know I have to leave you...
I thought I m not worth to be loved by you...
I wanted you as a constant in my life...
And I chose the word “Just Friends”...


You never said me that four letter word...
Because you know I was not ready...
And never will be...
You’re just a friend...
Like I always reminded you...

You’re the one who made me what I’m now...
You’re the one who told me to be a girl...
You’re the one who made dress up...
You wanted to take care of me...
But I never let you...
Because I was never used to it...
And afraid that I will fall for you...

But still I hurt you...
For that I m sorry my friend...
And sorry for the kiss I have stolen...
Which you should have given to someone else...
Who was worth it...

I broke you...
And yet you smiled at me...
You came to bless me...
When I become someone others..

It took me years to acknowledge your love...
Yes... you loved me...
And I didn’t acknowledge it...
To be afraid of love...
Thanks my friend for my present...
Which I chose myself...
My first Kiss...