Nobody can know why
The origin of
all the tears ive had to cry-
Who would understand
The cross road that is at hand?
When you begin to see
The truth thats within your reach
brings only heartache
and more unknown fears.

No one could simply comprehend
The reason that now cannot mend
Why ive lived up until now
The way it never shouldve been
And hid what ive come to always
known deep inside.

And when there is no sollution
to the answers that i found
Will i ever find the strength
To just be onward bound?
Walking to a promise now at hand
That somehow it will all
just simply work out-

Sometimes you have to change
And put yourself first.
Sometimes you will find you live
And sometimes you end up
Dying inside
little by little each day-
And Sometimes thats just the price
you end up you have to pay.

No body ever said
All's well as end well-
But now you know
"you just survive"-
and
nobody
ever truely
understands why.