i dont wanna lie
i hate to
but i'm not really lying
i just can't face you
i admit it
i'm scared
i've given so much of myself
to people who just didnt care
but i'm past that now
and i can do my best
i just need you to keep me from falling out of step
and making a mess
i wish i could see myself
through your eyes
then i maybe i would feel
like it's not all a lie
i dont know
i make no sense
it doesnt make
a difference
all i am saying
is that im afraid 
that i will make
a dumb mistake
forgive me for
my indiscretion 
my secrets are all i have
in my possession