The first pang is small Like the bite of bug Then you can feel the pain crawl Suddenly your dragging The empty feeling lashing In you gut
No more you cry No more tears The begging of why Though the darkness never replied The silence is screaming You pray to just be dreaming
The silence is screaming The comes a whisper cutting in Those voices, you're wearing thin The voices are deeming Their scheming! You can't take what their dealing
Just make it stop Stop the shadow looming above Your ear makes a pop To **** this crud You bet for any drug But it's futile and painful
The doctor doesn't approve Nothing can't be removed You hear their breathing Their whispering You cry for their disappearing But that dream isn't nearing!
Nothing is curing Your only fearing The sadness won't be clearing Then you see the razor A careless, simple razor Maybe just a graze or, A slice
Just one you question And they agree Just one run, now two You can see the desolation But they SCREAM to make it ****** The cuts keep coming through and through
They get quieter and quieter You wonder their silence Then you see the razor slowing The key is glowing A blood drop or two for their compliance Nothing had ever felt tighter
You are no fighter So you grip that razor tighter Till they come back If only the support hugged you back Maybe then this wouldn't be so lonely Maybe you'd be happy Maybe you'd be ok Maybe... You wouldn't be here in the first place