There is a girl that I love but she left me She broke my heart now I feel untrusting I tried to give her the world but she don’t love me I cried my eyes dry She said she didn’t want me The whole relationship wasn’t even perfect You did some things to me, I feel like I deserved it. When you put ya hands on me I really deserved it You said you hated yaself And I felt that You wanted to be loved And I tried to give you that But you’d rather go be with people who wanna treat you bad And I don’t know why you are this way and it makes me sad I just wanted to do everything I could to make you happy And I thought that last incident was what you wanted so I did it for you And look now it ****** us up Cause it hurt you and now you hate me I’m not ashamed to say that I still love you Even though we been thru things I still **** with you Nobody will ever understand why I **** with you You took me from a bad place to try to give me a better life I promise you I will never stop loving you. I always tell you that you deserve the world and you don’t believe it But you do. I just want you to give me a chance to prove it to you You said I’m not helping you and that **** hurts You said all I do is make yo life worse And when I read that text it really hurt Cause since day one I always put you first And I wish I could clone myself so I could give you a new me Maybe that version will better I feel like a ****** person, Baby I hurt ya feelings and you didn’t deserve it I never mess up so this is all new to me I regret everything and I hope that you see it I’m sorry I love you and I really mean it All I ever want is for you to be next to me All I want is for you to be with me And if we can’t be together be my bestie Until we can fall back in together
Cause this love I have for you won’t ever go away. And Yes this is a public apology To you from me.
I wrote this poem while listening to the audio messages you sent to me a while ago.