I used to view existential as a meaningless concept rendered complex when used in sentences by the pretentious until I came to realize that itβs simply nothing but the shadow of a black dog sitting on a dock by an old man holding a rusty old revolver to his head on dark nights of deep water thinking man, what a waste of a good bullet if you pull it, so throw it in and let me fetch it once again just like the last time, and the time before that, or like every time you have a notion that the ocean is blue only for you and your sorrow, dude let it go and letβs go home before tomorrow comes, for your shadow is aware and cares for your existence.