upside-down, my lifeΒ Β Turns. tHings falling like a scud missile. i nErvously clench my sweaty hands. chaos. smOke clears around my dust-covered body and everything is placed perfectly............... she has placed them --- perfectly, perfectly, perfect. coNfusion standing strong, stronger than ever. who is she? an angel? a demon? finally, i already had my seatbelt on. lovE. my life begins again, finally began. happiness overwhelms like an overflowing sink "i love you"s fall out of my mouth "thank you"s enter my brain IT begins ...