“Confío en Ti.” The words rip the tastebuds off my tongue, the skin from the back of my throat, the bile from the pit of my stomach— all raked out by the utterance of this phrase that has never been so hard for me to say. “Confío en Ti.” “I trust in You.” God, I— I can't say those words aloud. Not just yet. It hurts, oh God, to put my hope solely in You. But I will write it. I will write it over and over until the words roll off my tongue, until saying them feels like it has never been easier.