Imagination On the cusp of extinction. Surreal dreams, tethered. Creativity, withered. Can't fly, so heavy. Can't think, so clumsy Can't contemplate, only can process what we're being fed. Our minds, concealed. Can't think, shut up. And keep running like a dog playing fetch or a hamster running but getting nowhere. Keep running from what you've really got.
I miss those days
when I saw a fascinating shine, even in a mere dime. Or the beauty in a snake's eyes. Whole civilizations in the clouds. Tiny little monsters I used to draw.
Now, my mind is elsewhere, pretending to be an intellectual, it wanders from eccentric angles to factorials and making its way through the Lissajous curves, makes a perfect robotic locus. Studying!
See.
It used to rhyme. It used to question. It used to weave poetry.
Now it does none of them.
I wrote this when I was studying for my entrance exams for colleges! I really felt like I was losing myself.