I miss the people that knew me back when I wore pigtails in my hair, and had grass stains on my denim overalls, but didn't care. I miss the people that knew me back when I was a carefree kid, and woke up early on Saturdays to watch cartoons like my friends did. I miss the people that were there when I turned thirteen, and was nervous because that's when the other girls were supposed to be mean. I miss the people that were there when my uncle was shot and died, and held my hand, and let me be quiet, and cry. I miss the people that knew me when I was the nicest girl in school, and I held in all my pain and fear, because that just wasn't cool. I miss the people that knew me right before I pushed them all away, and I'm sorry, I wish I made you all stay.