I need him,
I wish I could see him everyday.
I smiled properly for the first time in days when I was with him earlier,
until my mood was swiftly spoilt...
But I think he'll find it clingy.
I think that he'll find seeing me every day pretty stupid,
But I just want to feel loved and happy,
y'know?
After a long hard day of having 'what's wrong?' 'what's up, Chloe?'
'are you okay?'
and having to answer the same thing
'nothing, I'm fine'
when I really feel like I want to literally die.
He doesn't realise how weak I actually am, especially without him.