Temptation (Witness part 5)
by @Semelosia
I am tempted to leave it
To give up again
Once and for all
But I find I can't
I made an oath to myself
To finish what I started
To challenge my feelings
But I am left thwarted
I wish I saw her side
All the mistakes I've made
Could I have prolonged it?
The inevitable, premade
I was always going to fail
But this fucking glimmer of hope
The good old learning experience
Has left me at the end of a rope
It's not even over for god's sake
The glimmer's still there
Only very dimm
Why can't I not care?
I have to see her every day
This is not my choice
I only wish to help in the end
But the indifference in her voice
Makes me have to pretend to understand
But I can't, I won't
Will I never?
No telling if it is worth it
Still, this can't last forever
Can it?
Painful bliss, Blissful Pain
Is my present, my drain
Now I feel only rain
But from dead, dry earth
What has anyone to gain?