I’ve had maybe 7 hours of sleep in the past two days...

Not even deep sleep, just barely at rest.

I’m going crazy, I’m just unable, I’m unable to sleep. I’m unable to feel...

Imagine you start to feel happy, and then you just stop...
even though you should still feel happy, you can remember the feeling but it’s not there.
You feel empty, in a way hollow. Maybe even it’s bad right now and you shut day for days, you go though the motions of emotions, a smile, a laugh, but still nothing.

You start to feel like you aren’t even in your body anymore, you’re watching your life go by in a glass box.... I want to live. Actually live.