And now, our end has come It came to soon, we had our fun Throughout the the years, I stood by your side There you were so close to mine But time has a funny way To change and shape the man I am today I try to find comfort in I know I need this too To distance myself so far from you Throughout the years we lived and laughed and cried It breaks my heart to say you must do it alone this time I listen to Sinatra say He lived a life in his own way To you sir I tip my hat I never knew the pain in that I'll struggle now, as I'll struggle through the years I am now facing my deepest fears I never planned this to come I wanted to share the fading moon and rising sun I beg you to please know That I'm the one who chose to go I'm hurting deep inside Reflecting on the times we laughed and cried I'm just trying to do what I know is best But God knows this is my greatest test To hurt the one who I stood beside I was your best friend as you are still mine I'm sorry it came to this I'm sorry I'm not there to kiss Every tear and mend the heart I broke I know my actions were harsher than the words I spoke So to you I'll finally say Though I love you now today I will always be here for you to confide But I can't stay anymore at your side I broke both our hearts To say the hardest part Even though I cry today I'll live and laugh my way
This was written after having to leave my long time girlfriend as she became more and more addicted to drugs.