I feel my body sinking deep down on the bed.
With all the emptiness, sadness, madness, longing and agony, I am still thinking of you.
Checking my cell every ten seconds, I confirm you have not texted me and imagine what you are doing now.

Did I mean even a bit to you? You said the time we spent together was the most precious time in your life. But really?
You said you are still in love with me. Then how could you hurt someone who is most important to you with someone who is "not that"?

I still revolve around the same questions again and again. My body feels heavy, I am drowning down right here.