to get into a car is such a valuable suggestion to go places you've never suggested to predict the future of the path less taken or rather known in signs of an injunction
to reach a car a moving vehicle, that is to not experience the case of lethal injection although not taken my body nor forced this type is called anxiety
this type is called I wish you could see personally struggling what you caused in me. to be never encountered, by you.
I'm ashamed that there is a power you hold over me and within a few hundred miles within a distance of no reciprocation
you have that power the power I should not digest
stringing along with my mind slowly waiting for it to die not a horrible death but you along with it
you see, I'm terrified of reaching the road any of which are paved out nor drunk or sober me can handle this disease
unspoken for now... although one day
I'll be free. free from you free from the road anxiety in a diff level