killed myself
softly
killing myself
softly

I'll never free myself from this world

no matter how many times I **** me

I come back
breathing in the soil
burns
my skin
grey
I feel grey

I'm sorry
I'm sorry

I'm killing myself
I killed myself
I'll **** myself

softly
so softly
I won't explore
you won't listen
I can't recognize
you will breathe