Every day begins the same, every week longs for the next to begin. The tree outside my windows scrapes and tears, begging to come in from the cold world outside. Neighborhood birds sing a song whose lyrics are a mystery to everyone except me. My dog barks at the neighbor as he mows his lawn on a rainy Monday night. Cats in the alley hiss and fight over some trivial thing. The apartment above me seems to have a party going on, which makes no sense since it is in the middle of the week. Opening my friend's cooler reveals the beers inside, all light brews, sadly. Staring up into the stars above causes me to wonder if we truly are alone. If the universe is infinite, filled with millions of stars, always expanding, never-ending, always shining, always destroying, always finding a way; then my does my heart feel empty today? My mailbox is empty yet again, even Evelyn across the street got a letter from her son. I light another cigarette, causing my dark jail cell to light up in a blaze. "Get him out of there!" they laugh and scream. But inside I burn, along with my dreams.