i am sure you love the way her hair falls over her shoulder you love the way she sings when your windows are rolled down the way she plays with your dogs the ways she rubs your pinky with hers the way you want her to rub other parts of you does her art inspire you? are her passions impassionate? have you cleaned her and brushed her hair as she wept? is she the same woman i was? i am just a copy of someone you want a coy so you can decide if you want to deal with girls like me a body to be your playground a mind for you to twist and figure out just what nerves to hit has she filled all of the empty spaces you wanted from me?
I canβt stop writing. my throat hurts and my head is pounding with ideas.