right now the only way i'll live is to start dying i cant stop drinking every night cause if i stop drinking i wont stop thinking of you and your smile, your kiss, your laugh and everything. i have my memories of you but thats all that i could ever have if i'll live longer, be happier, be stronger i will know its only because of you but it shouldnt be and never will be even if i tell you not to take it all away from me i cant, id be a fool you couldnt take away anything if i never had it right now im just a fool. im still a fool. but its not a fool you made out of me its a fool i made out of myself.