In case ye wondered: it is true...in pale 'Scuse deepest streams are almost silent hence. The small do chatter--petty griefs howl thence Most loudly. And if "**** or be killed" hail Yer soul, decide right now if ye to scale Want THEIR blood on yer hands for aught intents, In lieu of yours on theirs. There's no defense, Whatever folk claimed, there is not aught bail. O yes, my soul. Weep sore in silence fer What you do not resist, or what you do. You thought tea sans your dad (who would in tour Tear you to pieces as his wont)--that brew Was gonna satisfy?! I swear, tis poor I'm sich a ****** fool. Love and hate both woo.
10May19a
...I pondered it, oer lunch May 9th, and realized dimly that you honestly can't write a single thing unless your heart is lighter. Pity all that follows since when it was heaviest I couldn't even speak...just blubber. Laugh at me.