I am lost, I have always been and I expect to be for a long time. To be lost has been a blessing; it's been the gift of finding all to be new, unfamiliar and exciting.
It is a terrifying feeling, but it's the sort of terror that precedes all the beautiful things in life; it's the fear of loving every second after the fear while knowing the seconds will run out.
It is a feeling of utter compassion for all the love and pain to come and the lessons to be learned from them.
It is a feeling of massive confusion and joy and anxiety and desire and hopelessness and hopefulness.
Yes, I am lost, in fact, I'll soon be lost for 9,125 days.
My only wish is to add more days to the count
My 25th birthday will be in just a couple of weeks and I have to say I'm just excited to see what the next 25 might bring :)