It's getting hard to breathe - anxious thoughts I wish they'd stop Put this pen to bed Admit I've got to talk With someone in a position To finally make a diagnosis Instead I write about it Ashamed to really show it Lousy me, I claim to grow I dissect my life, my mess In to pieces I can chew Today I can't digest So, i just write the same old tune No poetic message here No blessings seen or sent No tears, no smiles Just hopes in time, time finally helps