This is giving me chills
*******, I do not know what to feel.
I'm totally head over heels
Our conversation feels unreal.

I'm paranoid, my mind's dead.
Random thoughts are comin to my head
Thinking that my feelings are uncertai
And that one day it'll start fadin'

I know I'm afraid, that's a fact
Dont know how to feel or how to react.
Like a meteor afraid to the impact
Or an artist's painting, my mind's abstract.

This is frustrating, hell I'm confused
Im hurting and my head's *****'s loosed
This is making me dizzy and unfocused
Do i open my heart? Or let it stay closed?.