Let me understand
what it means to be free
I don't know if this is the right thing
tell me how it's supposed to be

Let me understand
how it's like to be owned
with force? control? dominance?
A mystery of the unknown

Let me understand
The beauty of being alone
is it to stare at the abyss  
of the sins I have to atone

Let me understand
why'd you hurt me at such degree
am I really not enough
for you to bring me agony

I couldn't forget your smile
At one point it was my saving grace
Now it's my destruction

I couldn't forget your face
I'd look at your picture every once in a while
Maybe it is an addiction

I couldn't resist your laugh
An angel saving me from nightmares
Now you're one of the demons

I couldn't resist to care
Even if it's painful, tiring, and rough
Forcing love to be in season

I couldn't walk away
Hoping you'd still come back
Begging to hear your reason

I couldn't walk forward
From now I choose to stay
Stay in this state of emotion

To the days when our love was at peak
When it's always each other we seek
Dates and talks from morning till six
Ain't no problem that we can fix

Moments when our love was so sweet
Hearts were pact. drawn bit by bit
Lips that can't I just can't resist to kiss
Old us is what i inevitably miss

Pride had nothing to do with this
Stop covering it with excuses, please
It's obvious that it's fading at least
Fake care, fake happiness, fake kiss

Please take me back to the love you promised.

One day, you're going to meet a person
that you'll love the most
A love that's way dominant than your pride

Just like i did


on you

How i wish we'd never met
Cos you're a **** hard target
A painting too big for my palette
A silhouette vanishing through sunsets

How i wish we'd never met
Because you're too hard to forget
A wish too fast for the comet
A dream that i can't get

Your face, your smile, oh how sweet it is.
Meeting you put me in an everlasting bliss
Up until now you're still the one i miss
You filled my heart with joyful memories

Seeing your face makes me want to reminisce
Remembering the past; it puts me at ease
Making me happy and filling me with tears
You're still the one I want over the years

Don't worry tho, I won't force myself to you
Respecting your decision is the least i can do
Even if you left me out of the blue,
Just know that I don't regret meeting you.

I thought you were filling me up
But I was just your boredom cup.