I wont live trapped in my "if only's" because the past can be a road map or a road block. And I Wasn't able to tell what colors my secrets were. So I have heard that everything is Supposed to happen for a reason. (I don't know if I believe this yet) and even if it is true, it doesn't make it any easier. I decided I don't want To live trapped in my "maybe one day" or "We'll see's" But now whenever it gets cold and the rain starts to Fall all I can think of is a cat at our feet. and cabins In the woods, where for a few short moments there is no distance. and I wonder if Love is enough to stop time, because if you asked I would run away with you,( So please don't ask) But this is bigger then the two of us, even though we are the reason why there are stars in the sky. What I wanted, almost more then anything, was to say Welcome Home. And kiss you hello instead of goodbye. Everything I Did was my fault (obviously) because I wasn't supposed to fall in love, but I did Anyways.