My heart aches, my head keeps replaying all this **** - the same **** I need to forget. I need to move on because I still revolve around you after 7 speechless months. I'm living a life dominated by constant thoughts of your life without me. I need to move on because the heart you promised belonged to me for eternity took the last train back home knowing I was left shattered. Without you I have lost my way, but now I am ready to rediscovered who I need to be. As I stare amongst the Southern Cross I can't help but rethink about our hopes, dreams, ****-ups, ***** and fights together. I WANT more from you than one can fathom. These days go by faster and faster; with you time seemed to understand a moment of perfection and became selfless with endless seconds. I WANT you to endure eternal happiness and I NEED to allow your search to continue without me. Smoking a cigarette searching for my Southern Cross, and all I can think about is your smile and scent traveling through hemispheres, praying that you are looking to the sky and thinking about the love we experienced and grew, together.