It’s not fair. I beat my fists against the wall As children do, Shake my head at the gravity of it all. When does enlightenment happen? When does evolution occur? It’s just a blur, This life. Cuts like a knife Through butter and Leaves me senseless On the gutter.. My heart weeps for you Wallows in the deep Side of the water As you hold your breath And I try to breathe But it is what it is And I cannot keep you Unless you want to stay.