one step left one right no, two left. one right again. it's like that book plot that's all the scribbles on a white board instead of that clear line that goes up to a point, has it's ******, and then falls back down in surrender to a resolution. but one more step right then three left two more right no. no. left. left again. one more step right three this time oh wait. then we're just back at square one.