i thought that we invented the word forever, the word infinite, i was wrong. the hand i used to reach out to is missing. i wish you had enough respect for me to tell why you aren't here anymore. the summer wind is reminding me of you and i can't help but feel my chest tighten. it's like a train took you far away and you forgot to tell me. i wish you'd tell me why you respond to me anymore, why you can't bat an eye to me even when we're right next to each other. did we outgrow each other? did you realize that i could never be the person you wanted me to be? did you get tired of me?