I am thankful for all of the encouraging words from you all too. I am thankful for all of the genuine Love that I have receive too. I might had to go through some very dark moments in my life. But those moments were worth it , because Christ has used them. To strengthen me , to build up my tolerance toward suffering here. So now I am stronger, still I cling to Christ strength as well. Because the struggles, and storms, do not always go away here. The storms just change , till We finally allow Christ to finish his work. Then even at times, there shall be new storms brewing our way .