Um, I blamed it on having read my friend's dark piece.
(sonnet #MMMMMMMDCCCXCVI)
Likeas a small child standing naked thence Within the charred bits of a doorway, frail As lo, thin wisps of smoke 'non drifting, pale And silent twards grey heavns, where no voice hence Replies but tis the shrieking call fr'intents Of nary hawk nor gull, but whom avail Them of burnt wreckage--lost upon that scale Wi' but a des'late wilderness 'fore, whence? They talk of some "new start." I laugh in tour, Yea, smile as if I'm ver'ly happy too, Can fool myself like such is true, yet's poor. I'm that wee child left 'fore this desert view, Pretending all's sae fine as Death stalks fer All that whate'er I'd cherished. And what's new?
20Apr19b
Come, come, were ye really so surprised? This is my reality.