I was writing my words
Binding thoughts in my mind
As my head goes insane
So does my lyrics was

I couldn't understand it
I told myself I should feel it
The thing I don't want to feel
I have to bear it to be free

Am I a ****** or just disturbed
Crazed about my feelings in me
I see darkness above the day
And see the light under the night

Is it fine if I surrender?
My mind is madly crazy
Even myself couldn't read it
Cause I'm a man full of sorrows

I see myself as a failure
I couldn't blame myself for it
Thinking too much was my hobby
But it was never a good choice for me

I do what I say in my mind
And I say everything in my thoughts
Forgive me for I was a hindrance
For I am an unbalanced person