Thoughts are fleeting
A conversation that’s trailed off
Itching at the importance of it
But can’t remember what it was
Always something important to do
Some lesson that needs learning
Some progress that needs made
Intent on making changes
But can’t keep them straight
Keep starting them
Losing them
Starting new ones
Hope of progress is naive
Flirting with it anyway
Because losing it
Might just **** me
Go back to them when I can
When light shines in
Keep plugging away
In lieu of unraveling
Of cracking
One last time;