why do i have to be me
why did i have to be born
why did everything have to happen like this

why am i here
why is everything so hard
why did i ever have to exist

why why why
why can't i
be happy with life as it is

why am i stuck
why am i trapped
why must i lose my wits

why does it hurt so much
why can't i breathe
why should i continue to live

why do i ask why
why don't i understand
why can't any of my problems be fixed

why am i broken
why be so careful
why not let my bones snap like sticks

why does it look so nice from up here
why did i wait so long
why is it-