I'm still here
standing in front
of the woman
i love wondering
if she's still
openly defending the
****** celebrity she's
never met before.
Whether she's
texting more
than one guy.
Wondering how many
of these guys
drinking and laughing
here she's
secretly seeing.
As she goes
to the ladies
bathroom to refresh,
does someone slip
some hidden note to
her for another
meeting with a guy.
Is she two timing.
Are my being played.
I really don't
know what is the
matter with me.
My heart is
so full and
my head are
spinning from these
nonsensical infestation
of nasty thoughts.
Just wondering
what this
is all about.
I needed you
to want me
as your very
own as much
as I want you.
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