Like the sea my emotions are. Unpredicatable, and always changing I may be peaceful and calm, or wild and always raging Albeit the similarities, I am envious of the sea How it frustrates me so- That I can never tame the violent storms That brew in the depths inside of me. The sea is the lucky one, she has learnt control And here I am, helpess and defenceless In the way I always deform. The everlasting pools of tears in my eyes are no match against the sea, I should be glad. Yet, why do I hate everything inside of me?
My first work on this site. I don't expect anybody to read it or understand it because it is very personal on a level that I'm not sure even makes sense to anybody but myself. It's also late and I'm really tired, but being in my sleepy-state I ended up sort of satisfied with this.