i’m standing on the edge of a cliff. i’m waiting for the wind to push me over the edge. i don’t have the courage to jump. the only thing that’s keeping me on the cliff, is a shimmer of hope that someone will grab me, and pull me away from the edge, pull me to safety, and they’ll squeeze me so tight that all my pieces fit back together. i’m standing on the edge of a cliff. no one ever comes. no wind ever blows.