If I die, who will miss me?
If I die, what would happen?
I would never get to see,
That’s what prevents me

If I lived only one day,
What would I do,
What would I say?
That’s what helps me understand

If I had a dad still,
How would I look?
How would I be?
Would I still have the scars,
On my mental part of me?

If I was insane,
Would my mom and sister still love me?
Would my friends be terrified of me?
How many would I have killed,
And how many deserved it?

If I was perfect,
Would I love myself?
If I was perfect
I would hate myself