„Yours truly“ Finished page, just sign the letter with your name. Be careful, since you only have that one shot at this game. No hurries Once the whitey paper ***** in all the ink, Lean back and pour yourself a glass of the very special drink. No wine and no beer conceals the bottle No headache nor vertigo next day The memories will no longer hunt you down Just take the road and let be shown the way.
There is too much to question and too much aggression I have a confession it’s my indiscretion Breath of a cancer Touch of elegant dancer Ego enhancer But never an answer
Flashback into the days when everything was black and white when simply enough you could tell what’s wrong and what is right Oh wait that must have been another section of the book because this chapter is what they unmercifully took Browsing the shelves inside the library Hoping to find the missing parts The bookcases stare at you adversary Sometimes you just don’t get the perfect cards
There was too much to question and only aggression through my confession gone’s indiscretion away with the cancer exhausted’s the dancer being the balancer while seeking the answer
Too often washing off everyone’s melancholy stink wishing they would just one day ****** off and got a shrink One’s mind absorbs the good from people but the bad as well on the outside, though, it makes sure that no one can ever tell The book of the dead is not a fairy tale And the book of life isn’t yet for rent All there is left is to come up with a plan On how to stand up when the body’s bent
Now this is the answer this is the balancer rise again will the dancer whilst free of the cancer no more indiscretion no need for confession void of aggression rid of oppression at last.
Everyone can interpret it as they wish.. I wrote it one evening after returning from a friend, where we sat at a fire place, the fire was slowly dying and we were contemplating about life with a glass of his Scotch, and the visit left me with many questions and doubts about existence and the whole "everything will be alright in the end", which I then started seeing as totally juvenile and even deluded. What if the right now status is all we get? What if life cannot fix the mistakes that already happened?