My future isn’t bright, Not full of laughter and not full of light, Mama hurts me and tares me down, She says she’s not cuz she’s blinded by her golden crown, Liquor, whiskey and ***** too, I’ll drink till I’m drunk and forget about all of you, Loyal friends oh forget about that, They lie they cheat and on my white dress they all spat, Hold me tight if you’re there, I’m a goner tonight and no one will care, Lie to me tell me I’m enough, Treat them like kings and queens but with me your rough, I’m the oldest yes I know, But why should that mean that I get thrown down below, I can’t trust anyone and they wonder why, Well since you won’t believe me ask GOD when I die..