there are so many questions that i need answers to. questions that i cannot ask you, nor anyone but myself. why do you shed tears? you let out more than a sob that night as i stayed by your side when she acknowledged how beautiful you loved her. you, a wonderful being when loved and when you love. why must you suffer? you let out another wail, and i wished i could take away the pain. i wished, with all my might that you will believe me as i whispered, "you'll be okay, it's okay" tell me, did you believe it? i meant it, dearly.