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Why am i alive

Why do i hate you

Why do i hate myself

Why am i insecure

Why does no one  like me

Why does nobody love me
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Am i too ugly

Am i selfish

Do i need to care

If i care will they  care  

Will they return to me

Or will i be abandoned

And cast me away

Like everyone else

Or will they open their arms

And say come here i need you
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so i ask again

Why am i alive

Why do i hate you

Why do i hate myself

Why am i insecure

Why does no one  like me

Why does nobody love me
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i just ask why