I don't trust my brain to tell me the truth.
He is a known deceiver a stone cold liar
heck he even lies to himself.  
Then I realized I knew other people
Who's hearts were good and true and fair
Follow your heart, I  heard, I swear,
somewhere
But nowhere did I hear
listen there,  in you heart , you hear
So I did and do and it's been
The smartest thing this ******* could ever do