I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm lonely, afraid. Don't know what to say, so lost and so broken, I'm falling astray. My brain so full of nonsense. My mouth full of pity. I'm scared of my mind. I'm scared of my heart. I can't help feeling the pain of falling apart. Everything so shattered. I'm feeling so numb. I can't find my happiness, I can't find my sanity. Oh God, please bring me back to my humanity.
I feel like a lion taken out of his cage forced to live with these people and give up his ways.