what you did
was not that bad
in fact i've mostly
gotten over that
what bothers me now
is that you don't regret
what you did
and what you said
you say you had no choice
that you were sick of the games
but i didn't start them
and i never intended to play
you ****** me in
and now here we are
i am so frustrated with you
i don't know where to start
how dare you blame me
for trying to be more considerate of you
even if i can't stand that you chose her
i force myself to be respectful to
her and have small talk
now look where it got me
hard lessons are the easiest to remember
both of you are toxic
but even after that
i still could find some heart for forgiveness
even through all of the pain i've been dealt
and the lies that i've witnessed
but i need you to accept
the fact you're in the wrong
stop playing games
i'm not someone you can string along
i am hurt you won't apologize
you just keep shifting the blame
everytime you hurt my feelings
you avoid the topic like it's the plague
you can sympathize and be there for me
but the second that things get hard
you distance yourself until i come back
you never fight or apologize to win my heart
and you basically ignore how i feel
why don't i matter
stop pushing things aside
and dealing with them never after
stop being a pushover
stop being so stupid
i was almost about to give in again
but i really just can't do it
this time you will be the one who's sorry
you will come back to me
otherwise this is goodbye
i'm tired of accommodating