i wonder if i run my fingers through my hair one more time if it will all fall out I worry, will it be caused by stress or the aftermath of its effects? turn my head watch me crane my neck self conscious nape tugs my attention is nudged don't stop don't drop anything roll forward like a steam engine my head is spiraling off track down the nerves of my spinal cord prioritize high priorities of a thousand column long list of number one importance to progress does not mean progress alas, I digress