Clutching my pillow, body draped in sweat. All of a sudden. I can hardly breathe. My heart had been ripped apart,and I had awoken again. A recurring Nightmare My death I constantly see. Every night it haunts me, it pains my lively-hood. Death so engulfing that suffocating sensation, the thought of fading into nothingness, it scares the living **** out of me. I cant change it, I cant stop dreaming my constant demise. Then as I slowing lay down, it hurts knowing that this was only my first fright for the Night.